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so, last night, i was talking to laura about how i am convinced that a few of my friends dont like me anymore. which they probably do. but im just being paranoid. its just weird. cuz they are some of my best friends in the world, but they think that i "chose" one of my other friends over them. but i didnt. this is probably the last thing on their minds, which is the weird thing. but i loveee them to death. much more than the other person...who im really not even that close with anyway. ugghhh. not to mention, im planing another AF related party (with amys help...lol)...that the other person wont be invited to. in fact, the only reason that they werent invited to the last one is because we just happened to invite the other person first, and she said that we cant...which was probably a good idea, anyway, since those two groups arent exactly the best of friends...ickkk. the point is, that i neeeed them to know that i love them, and im insanely sorry for not hanging out with them as much this year, and i miss them more than they can imagine. <333
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